Thursday, August 18, 2011

I changed my mind, I support Anna

I am generally a little slow in getting things so it was not surprising that I couldn’t understand why many people like me (same socio-economic background & age) and even some middle aged people were following Anna like sheep following a shepherd.

Then one day, right in front of my office building in Gurgaon’s Cyber City, I saw this crowd of 200 odd people (regular corporate slaves like me) carrying on a procession with flags and slogans in favour of Anna.

I still couldn’t get it.

I heard comments from fellow cynics:

“They are foolish.”

“How can corruption be removed, it is so ingrained in our society.”

“If everyone stops taking bribe, automatically corruption will end.”

“Lokpal is not feasible, it is a very impractical idea.”

“What if Lokpals are corrupted & coerced?”

“What they are asking for is change of the WHOLE SYSTEM, which is not possible.”

“Anna’s vision is very limited. This movement will achieve nothing.”

Incidentally, I found that the most ardent supporters of Anna were students and generally youngsters who are still in early 20s. These young men & women (a lot of whom are at Tihar or Ramlila Maidan right now) are those who have not yet been made ‘cynical beyond repair’ because of their ‘knowledge’ & ‘experience’. They (unlike us) still have HOPE. They still BELIEVE that change is possible.

Yes, they may not see that this is only a small beginning. That what we are opening is the legendary ‘pandora’s box’ which will slowly encompass everything & everyone we know and if it goes all the way, it will change EVERYTHING. How we live, what we do, where we work….availability of food, clothing, shelter….EVERYTHING. And yes, it will take a very long time. May be a few years..may be a decade..may be more…

The reason I say this is because CORRUPTION starts at an individual and it is such individuals who make governments & systems (the economic system is a vital subset of the same). And when you want to end CORRUPTION..you also have to end YOUR OWN CORRUPTION. You have to end all those THOUGHTS, WORDS & ACTIONS which are CORRUPT. I am sure everyone remembers the famous words of Gandhi which are printed in large across the Mumbai International Airport, “Become the change you want to see.”

Now let us pause for a moment at the word CORRUPT. To begin with let us look at some synonyms:

Immoral, Unethical, Dishonest, Debase…..

Suddenly, what you are looking at becomes a struggle against not just the government/system but against HUMAN NATURE. Against your own frailties, weaknesses, desires…

A struggle you fight everyday. A struggle which began the day you became sentient and will last until you leave the terra firma…

At this point, a lot of my fellow cynics will completely give up all hope and choose to ignore Anna and even confront those who even take his name. Because the effort to CHANGE OUR OWN SELVES is OUR BIGGEST FEAR.

It might seem however that change is a completely bottom-up process dependent only on individuals and requires no leadership. However, the whole of human history bears testimony that all major changes in history have been led by iconic personalities and have also been to a large extent top-down. Gandhi is a prime example. Yes, a balance is needed between the rights & duties of an individual vs. a leader but essentially BOTH are needed.

The young 20 something standing outside Tihar (after having bunked his classes at DU..may be for days in a row) is perhaps as important as Anna who leads the pack. Anna might not stay till the end of the movement. May be a Kejriwal or a new Anna shall take over the reins…but the crowd will always remain, it is THEY who give the movement its momentum.

Before I end this rather long monologue, there are a couple more points which I’d like to raise about Anna’s movement, which I think are important:

1. I do not remember a movement in the history of modern India where educated urbanites have been the heart of the “crowd”. Our politicians have always used the fact that “democracy counts hands not heads” to their best advantage. But today we have Delhi students (many from very good socio-economic backgrounds and well aware of the world & its happenings), academicians, even some MPs of the current government, MNC employees raising their voice in favour of Anna….across India and at times in posh markets & RWAs. Definitely this cynical (& definitely not easy to motivate) lot must have seen some truth & potential in Anna’s movement. Even if this is a humble beginning, they perhaps realize that “boond boond se ghada bharta hai” and have the patience & faith required to last the entire duration of the movement (however long it may take).

2. In our DEAD DEMOCRACY, where educated people had even stopped voting (for want of any good candidate or political party), suddenly this educated urban bunch is following a 70 something Gandhian whose only major claim to fame is making few villages self-sustained (as dreamed by Gandhi & his Gram Swaraj) and who has spent most of his life among villagers solving basic problems of food, clothing & shelter rather than our suave Manmohans, Chidambarams & Rahul Gandhis (all of whom are educated from prestigious Ivy Leagues universities in US or UK) and who have much more “knowledge” & “experience”…..quite like our cynical lot (like you & me) who laugh off Anna & supporters like a joke or worse…a nuisance.


Saturday, August 6, 2011

The Tree of Life

After a long time, I feel like writing again about a movie. Felt so about ZMND too, but perhaps not as strongly, also I could assimilate it without having to write about it.

The Tree of Life is different. It starts where ZNMD ends…. it is meant for a different state of mind altogether. A state of mind which is more in tune with the creation & the real pace of life. For most people (including my initial reaction), it is a rude shock.

It is a bit too much to come running from your fast paced life, switching from one mode of transport to another, catching/missing metros and suddenly wake up to the shock of after-life (or maybe pre-life) for that matter.

But if you have the patience, then slowly you might soak in the movie…may be a day after watching it….at least that’s what’s happening with me.

The Tree of Life shows the real plane in which life happens. The plane in which time & space are not linear & 3D but an assembly of moments where any can be accessed at any point in time. Where the conscious actions, choices, reactions appear as waves generated on the surface by much more profound movements of the ocean of consciousness beneath.

It makes you surrender the illusion that “we run things in life” to an alternative paradigm where we are more like witnesses to the cosmic drama and our “existence” is like a speck of sand in the huge desert around.

Also the obvious connotations of spirit as being a truer embodiment of “who we are” vis-à-vis our ephemeral physical projections is brought at various points in the movie.

When you step out of the hall, the entire world around seems surreal and moving at a much slower pace compared to the one we witness in our “normal” state…so, even if temporarily..the movie does leave your state of consciousness a little shaken ….suggest you don’t drive back home….rather hire a cab J

The movie slowly moves from the father’s perspective (of trying to be in control of everything) to the mother’s (surrendering to the flow of life) and slowly all characters seem to be at peace with themselves and each other on a plane which is more at a spiritual level.

That is all I have been able to mull over in the last twelve hours…surely the movie leaves a lot of “food for thought”, to be chewed slowly….for a few days…may be a few years….?!